| well i believe i almost forgot about xanga... which means this will probably be my last post. "don't be sad that its over. be glad that it happened." haha but anways...if anyone cares, they can call me or whatever... new cell phone # 228-3105... i lost my other one... so everyone be careful!! call me sometime!! |
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| you know those days where nothing goes right and everthing blows up in your face. today was kinda like that. not literally. but it almost felt that way. my mind kept wondering. into places it shouldn't. i hate it when that happens. i just want to be numb. thats how i want to handle it right now. just be numb to everything. it doesn't seem to hurt that much when your numb. it works for me. i don't get close to people, and they don't get close to me. when you don't let them in, you don't get hurt and you don't hurt them. i'm tired of being hurt. i'm tired of hurting. i want to be numb... but i'm not. i keep looking in all the wrong places for what i lost. hoping to feel the same way you made me feel. but i don't. its not exactly the feelings i'm looking for... |
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| hmm.... life.... its a doozy...
very random.... just kinda thinkin out loud.
boys. they're all the same... they SAY "no... i'm not like that. i'm DIFFERENT." but no. they are ALL the same...
i think alot of things are getting ready to change for me. i'm pretty excited. a new start... sounds good to me.
trying to move forward in my life instead of back... gets kinda hard sometimes...
i want a big truck... a BIG truck : ) |
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| Cinderella said to Snow White
How does love get so off course
All I wanted was a white knight
With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse
Ride me off into the sunset
Baby, I’m forever yours
It’s the way you love me
It’s a feeling like this
It’s centrifugal motion
It’s perpetual bliss
It’s that pivotal moment
It’s unthinkable
This kiss, this kiss (Unsinkable)
This kiss, this kiss |
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| wow... i've had a stinkin fun week! Bethany and I are stinkin crazy girls!! lol... long story... anways. hope everyone is doin well. February is going by so fast... this year is going by fast! it doesn't seem like it should almost be March!! how exciting! anway, i like the snow. its not too bad to drive in. i think its fun! haha so... i don't seem to get many comments. i think i'm just going to stop the whole xanga bit... it seems pointless. lol i don't know... thats it for now!!
I LOVE YOU!! |
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